I can't just leave this haven of mine with just a bye. It doesn't seem right. Something horrible has happened in the Land of dewshine. My safe haven has be violated.

First to let everyone know, I have never used correct names in here and there was only one way to even connect this site with the real me and that was my yahoo profile. But, with one unhappy gay man, a whole world came crashing down. There is no reason for anyone to be mad, especially said gay man. Nothing in here was about him. There were only five entries about the group anyway. Everything said here was my perception of the truth. I never lied once because it would have been like lying to myself.

The only one with even a slight reason to be mad was the girl and that is because some of the things I said about her did come out wrong. But again it was my perception of what went on. I have made my peace with her anyway.

I wanted to let you know this is in no way an apology. I am not sorry for what I wrote because then I would have to be sorry for being myself and if you were truly my friends you wouldn't ask me to do that. No this is more of a conclusion. I will miss Saturdays.

So as a final farewell: